Blogging for the Seventh Time

It's the second day of Chinese New Year and I'm completely exhausted. I've got absolutely no idea whether I'll have energy for school tomorrow.

Frankly speaking these two days have taken its toll on me. I'm stressed both physiologically and psychologically.

I think I'm exaggerating.

Oops.

And I think my English's getting worse.

Whoa.

Time to get more of those English books.

Hell, I don't even know what the hell is wrong with people these days. I wish that guy on CNY Day 1 would just keep his damn mouth shut next time. What a smart guy. *pfft*

Damn it's getting warm in here.

The climate's changing.

Okay, maybe the weather's changing, not the climate.

It's getting warmer, and warmer, and warmer...

Heck of course.

It hasn't rained for like, weeks.

Drrrgh.

Can't stand it. It's getting sticky. Stickier, stickier, humid, humid, warm.

Okay, something's wrong here - I'm typing my entry in dribs and drabs, sentences by sentences, phrase by phrase, word by word.

What the hell.

Okay okay. Enough.

Blogging for the Sixth Time

Yes, welcome to the Eden Oxycated Blog Show, where you get to watch ME, your host, whine on and on about how horrible or how boring life is.

Let's hope things get better.

Chinese New Year's up the corner! You bet :=]

And so, today's a Monday.

A normal, average, school day - eleventh-hour completion of homework, rushing for lessons, and especially worrying about test results.

Heck yeah, tests.

Okay okay, enough.

I didn't blog yesterday because I was a little forgetful yesterday. My mood wasn't exceptionally good yesterday though, so...*sigh*

Okay okay, no more sighing.

I'm not in the mood to be funny, for some reason.

Humour's gone and disappeared for once.

I feel bored.

I feel boring.

*sigh*

Blogging for the Fifth Time

Here I am again.

I'm having that mental block again. I never seem to know what to write about in my blog.

Fine, I'll do the boring stuff.

So this morning I woke up at around 10+++ in the morning. Yes, I love sleeping. I almost couldn't get up and I kept collapsing into bed. Mom tells me it's late. Fine, I thought, so I get up and wash. End up discovering that breakfast was long over :=] Okay, sleeping too much isn't good for your stomach, folks.

So I get up, and after breakfast and lunch it's time for tuition. Something goes wrong and my pineal gland goes bonkers. I keep thinking I'm late, pack my stuff, tell my brother to hurry, and rush off. I realise later in the car that I left BOTH my handphone and even my wallet at home. Oh my.

So I reach tuition a tad early and wait a while before it starts.

Oh dear, logarithms.

*sigh*

Okay, enough whining. So tuition ends, and I try and get my mom to bring me my wallet and handphone so I can go to library.

I only discover that I still haven't paid my piano teacher what I owe her for the books yet.

So all my plans fail, and I don't end up in the library.

At least I end up eating KFC.

Okay, enough about my dietary habits.

So I'm at home, and I start watching TV, surfing the Internet, and basically doing a lot of stuff that only makes boredom more boring.

Dinner.

Dumplings, ooh.

Okay, ENOUGH about my dietary habits.

So dinner's over, and I take my bath, watch more TV, surf more Internet, and lo! Here I am.

That's life. [for me so far]

P.S. Sorry Eudora! I really really really didn't mean to leave your blog out! How could I forget about you? ARR! [ Okay, you probably think I'm crazy. I've apologised to you in like, 3 places - that would, of course, be on MSN Messenger, in the Links/Friends page, and here. Haha :=]

Blogging for the Fourth Time

Four entries of blogging and I still haven't shaken the angst off yet.

Yes, I know you're tired of hearing me whining about how tired and stressed I am.

Talk about sounding like some idiot.

Okay okay, I'll cut the crap.

So today was a hellish day. What a day.

Chemistry, Biology, Literature, and English Test ALL in a straight row.

How often do you get four tests in a row?

Damn, gastric, I think I ate too much.

Oh wait, I guess it's probably being too nervous and anxious about the tests.

Oh, and for SYF too.

Oh no, the Maths, the Maths!

I'm a dead duck.

Yipes.

Blogging For the Third Time

Damn, I'm spent. All too spent.

School today was considered okay, save except for the Chemistry textbook and Literature file I had to lug home today. God, I've got a Chemistry test, Biology test, Literature test and English test tomorrow. I had German today, giving me virtually no time to do any revision whatsoever. The day's also left me all spent and exhausted and I've got like absolutely no energy left for anything else. *sigh*

Okay, maybe I'll stop sighing. I'm feeling super tired now, though I WANT to blog something. Anything.

Oh yeah, still hafta print out that script ST asked me to print. Oh dear, hafta memorise what I can.

SYF. Haiz.

Okay, no point doing that.

How about something less tiring to hear about?

Like me ranting about philosophy, or my love for the tongues of Man (i.e. languages, not the anatomical part - do I really sound THAT SICK? :=])

I can hear my brother's hi-fi playing one of the songs from the soundtrack of the Korean drama about a newscaster. Can't remember the English name. Was it "All About Eve"? Oh never mind.

Oh yeah. Chinese New Year's just round the corner.

Next Wednesday. Can't wait.

I feel strange. I'm typing in short, brief sentences, rather like some faulty robot which has the intelligence of a half-wit.

Oh wait, I am a half-wit.

Next time, I'll cut the self-criticism.

Whatever.

Blogging for the Second Time.

Yes, I'm finally blogging again!

SYF today. Serena was ill and her voice sounded deep. Really deep. Quite strange actually. Hope she gets better.

Well, too bad. I'm getting a sore throat myself *cough cough*

Now, what did I do that gave me this sore throat?

Oh yeah, oops. I ate a pack of medium fries from McDonald's yesterday, chomped on a few pieces of Xun Wei's Pringles Spicy Cajun potato chips, a plate of rice with hash brown, nuggets, fried tofu and fried chicken on it...and also a packet of fries just now before I left school after ELDDS.

Oh dear, that's a lot.

Oh yeah, not to forget about the bowl of spicy Korean noodles I ate after I reached home.

What is the freakin' problem with me?

Maybe, depression? :=[

I don't know, actually. Though I've not quite been in a good mood these few days, especially today.

I can't help feeling hapless. The group's breaking up. What was once a close-knit clique has become today a shattered piece of glass. All shards. With one being nicknamed "Carpet".

I'm not going to say who. All I can say is, I'm getting tired.

Fight, fight, fight. Conflict, conflict, conflict.

Are these things that come with gossip?

Can my life ever return to normal?

When will the war stop?

When will the fighting stop?

When?

How?

All I want is what was before. I want everything to be at its best. I want everything the way they were.

Cas the cheery girl who lifts everyone's spirits up. June with her bright hazel eyes and her great ideas, fast in "love" with Cas. Tanisha the "muscular woman" and her amazing insights and ability to spot flaws. Si Hui the writer and the one to support us well. Me the only guy in the group, trying my best to fit in. Sze Teng the efficient member, although prone to getting nervous and a little uptight - basically doing everything she can for the group.

Now, isn't that the best?

Everyone has their own personality. Yet everyone works well together.

I wish everything was the way it were.

I wish.

Lynn's lifted my mood okay, though I still can't help feeling down.

I tell her sometimes, I'm still disillusioned.

Illusion, perhaps, of a beautiful, perfect world where you are nice to everyone and everyone's nice to you.

Looks like the illusion's dis-illusioned. The illusion's become clear to me - it's nothing but an illusion.

I give up.

Total.

Blogging For the First Time.

Hallo allerseits, I've finally managed to create a brand-new blog layout for my brand new subdomain.

Aww man, I must really thank Kathy for the subdomain. Guess it was quite bad that she was 'sabo-ed' by us to go on stage during the Youth And Media Conference. Poor Kathy! I'm super glad you won o'course, ya gamin' freak. I haven't tested EverQuest yet by the way, I wonder how it's like, haha :-)

So today's a Tuesday, and I've finally got a great chance to rest and relax. I came home today and had my lunch after washing up. I sat down in front of the TV and started to watch "P'ari-e Yon-in" ('Paris Lovers', or French 'Des amoreux á Paris') with my mom. We were watching the last episode and oh my god, I am so hooked. Okay, so sometimes Korean dramas get really sappy, mushy, or tragic at times - you can't help getting hooked, though. Okay okay, I'll hush about this, I'm taking it too far, haha.

I slept for around twenty minutes after watching TV (to be frank, it felt like forever). I'm still not feeling very refreshed though I reckon that if I slept any longer I wouldn't have any energy to do anything else - I'd just want to sleep more (trust me, it HAS happened before!)

Well, it's only 6+ in the evening now, and as I look out of the window I can see a bright patch of orange neatly spread out in the sky. It reminds me of how butter's spread on bread (okay, maybe I'm hungry - hey, I ate seaweed just now!), except much more beautiful (and trust me, you wouldn't want to see the butter I spread on bread. You want to see? Oh, you're sick :-P )

Okay, my finger's getting tired, especially my pinky (poor pinky!) I'll go rest now maybe (you wish!) and maybe play The Sims 2 or something. See you guys around!

P.S. I'll probably only be mentioning this once - I've got a secret on my blog! Click on the word "Eden" in Greek letters at the bottom-right side of this table and you'll be brought to a secret page where there'll be an Easter Egg waiting for you to watch (clue! clue! clue!)